Remember me, please :'(

I really don't know ho many times you've told me that "at least you remember me"... but the truth is... you never do. whenever i see you I feel happy but in the same time I start crying, because I know that the only thing you care about is my sister, and the same goes for the rest of you guys. If I could hear at least a 'Happy Birthday' I would be over joyed but now it's been 8 years from when you even wrote me a letter till now. My tears just burst out and pore down my cheeks when I remember the cold look from you and the irritated words I got when I looked happy at you the last time. You always complain that I need to smile more, but how can I smile when I know that you and everyone just wants me to disappear, but I have no choice but to follow. It's always about my sister and you never even want to meet me. I swear that this year will be the last year you'll ever need to hear from me, see me or hear people talk about me. Even if it would be understandable if I would hate you and my sister I still can't do it. So in the end, I guess it's all my fault again, like it always is... I'm sorry for existing and I hope you still can live your life like you always do even knowing that I will stop existing around you.